My First Blog.
Am I Fucked Up Or Is It The Society I Live In ?
I Lead A Pretty Normal Life Actually No Scratch That.
First Off I Have Aspergers Syndrome If You Do Not Know What It Is Let Me Break It Down 4 You.
Its A Slight Form Of Autism That Makes Some Social Activities And Normalities Difficult For Me.
So For Me It Is Hard To Make Good Strong Friendships Not Just Because Of The Lack Of Social Skills But Because Part Of My problem Is With Aspergers I Tend Too Talk About Certain Subjects Alot Which May Bore People Without My Knowing It.
So If I Do That hear Please Bare With me And My Deepest Apologies.
Now I Have A Question.
Am I The Only One Who Thinks Society Is Fucked Up ?
Day In & Day Out I See The "Normal" People Who Look And Act Like Sheep Just Do The Exact Same Thing As Everyone Else.
Yet I Get Ridiculed And Made Fun Of Because I Am A Little Different.
So ? I March To The Beat Of A Different Drummer That Doesn't Make The "Normals" Any Better Than Me Or Anyone Like Me.
When Some People Who Really Know Me Tell You What They Think Of me You Would Be Shocked.
You Would Think Who Frank ? Are You Kidding ?
I Have Never Been The Guy Who Cares More About Physical Needs With Women Than Emotional Needs.
I Have Always Been Attracted To The Women Who Can Hold A Conversation & Keep Me Intrested.
I Love To Listen To Girls Speak.
It Is Just So Refreshing.
Yet I Can Never Seem To Have A Girlfriend.
I Just Assume Most Women Like To Complain About How They Would Appreciate A Good Man And Not Really Care All That Much About Money And Looks.
I Am Not Saying I Am Ugly! I Am Saying I Am Decent Looking!
I May Not Look Like A Movie Star Or A Male Model But The One Thing I Can Promise To Give A Girl Is My Complete Loyalty And Tons Of Support And Love But Most Of All Respect.
I Guess I Just Want To Be Loved.
Ya' Know ?
I Just Want That Feeling Were I Talked To her 5 Minutes Ago & I Miss Her Already.
I Never Really Had That.
I Want That.
I Want To Have A Girlfriend Who Will Put Up With The Craziness And Maybe Get A bit Angry Sometimes And Show Some Emotion.
But Most Of All I Want A Girl Who Won't Walk Away Because Of Something Stupid.
It's Hard To Find These Days I Guess.
I Guess I Have To Stop Lying To Myself About How Things Will Play Out For The Best.
It's Like This World This Society We Live In Is A Nightmare Now.
Backstabbers,Liars,Cheaters,Abusers,Users,And Straight Cons Are The Only Kinds Of People We See Now.
All I Have Wanted Was To Imagine This World Was A Nightmare I Could Wake Up From.
Sadly It Is A Nightmare Just Not One We Can Escape.
I have Never Needed To Search Who I Am Deep Inside Because I Already Know Who I Am.
I Am An Old Soul Basically With A Mix Of New Style.
I Believe Love Is The Most Important Thing Next To Honesty And Physical needs Come After Love.
Sadly This World Thinks i Am A Tragedy Because I don't Focus On Physical Needs.
I Focus On My Emotional And Girls Emotional Needs.
Sorry For Making This So Long But If You Actually Read All Of This There Is One More Thing I Need To Say.
God Bless you & Thank you For Listening As I Ramble On.
Please Try to Be As Happy As Possible Love You All
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