The World Is Screwed Up.

i hate this world.
i really fucking do!
Liars cheater backstabbers & fakes is all i seem to know anymore.
i give my trust out and people abuse it.
i am tired of it.
all i want is for someone too save me.
please i am begging i need someone to save me from this hell that is my life.
the one girl i would love to know more than anyone cant give me the time of day and it sucks.
she wants someone too trust i want her too trust me.
i keep thinking let me wake up this morning maybe things will be different, maybe just maybe she will say hi too me.
the impact she can have on me by just saying hi is incredible.
we never talked much when we first met and even now we still very rarely even say hi.
but ive always been here just waiting for her to say hi.
something about her has just kept me waiting for her.
she is the one girl i feel i can give my trust too because she also knows what it is like to be hurt.
and as fucked up as i may be she may just understand me if we spoke.
so once again i am dragging myself to this computer to try and get some form of communication with her.
now if i have ever mistreated you or said anything that offended you i apologize deeply and i pray too god that you can forgive me.
please try to understand i need to speak with you.
your the one girl who is real.
the one girl who can make my day brighter just by saying hi.
the one girl who i feel like wont hurt me.
please i hate this life but seeing your pictures seems to make me a bit happy.
see my life is like a cliff and i just jumped off wondering if you will end up coming out of nowhere and grab my hand and say i wont let you go, and pull me back up.
Please i need you more than i have ever needed anyone.